I de-board the bus before it could reach its final destination. I am home for the winter break and it is crucial that I walk some way up to the Mall. It is a tradition that I cover the way up from St. Edwards school on foot, and sometimes all the way from BCS if I am in the mood. It helps me keep a track of how much staying away from the hills has affected my stamina .
It is a bright Monday afternoon, not that the day of the week matters much here, for my routine remains deceptively same. The Mall however would be at its best today, all shops and stores open for business but no unprecedented crowds. Only a pleasant bustle befitting the city centre during peak tourist season.
The first snowfall of the season has come and gone, the winter wind blows gently with the afternoon sun shining triumphantly in the azure sky.
The slight chilly is more than made up for by the warmth I feel as I quickly ascend the uphill path, carefully pacing my breathing.
I am wearing my headphones , at a very low volume and somehow the music aligns itself with the atmosphere. The jolly chirrups of the birds melt right into the rhythm as though they are a part of the composition.
I feel my calf muscles tightening, my breath quickening slightly. Seems like I am a little out of touch.
I recall the countless times that I have walked up that very path, mostly alongside friends or family, laughing and yelling all the way up.
I constantly look at people's faces, the ones who trod downhill and try hard to mask my discomfort, however insignificant.
"Do you have 1 rupee in change", the bus conductor had politely asked when I had given him two notes of 10.
The fare was 11, I had clearly remembered it to be 11, but somehow I was sure that I had been gone long enough for it to be more than that. For everywhere else, time seemed to run so fast that things changed rather hurriedly.
I had an agenda, an easy one. I had to buy a good book for myself and another one as a gift.
The mood was right, every bit contemplative and lively.
I stopped by an old Magazine Stand on the Mall. Although I had to visit a bookstore, it was a custom to buy a copy of Reader's Digest from that shop. Once I remember having bought my magazine from this stand and entering the bookshop further ahead on the mall. I looked around the shop for a while and picked up a book to buy. I paid my dues and headed out only to turn towards the yells of the assistant at the bookstore. He was panting as he reached me, and with an exasperated expression he said that I had only paid for the book and had forgotten about the magazine. It had taken some time to explain the scenario to him at the end of which he seemed a little confused. This was around the time I had stopped buying the magazines from that bookshop and had made my acquaintance with the friendly magazine vendor instead.
Today the magazine stand vendor wasn't around so I waited a couple of minutes for him to return. He approached me with a huge smile of recognition. I smiled in reply, took my copy, handed him the money as he made small talk with a young boy and headed on.
Things had changed a little since I had come here last. A whole new complex was under construction at the location of a famous bakery which seemed to be closed temporarily.
Interestingly the architecture of the new building preserved the old Shimla feel with wood paneling and a sloping roof.
There were a few tourists clearly distinguishable with cameras hanging around their necks, decked up in jackets and scarves, moving in groups. A few other foreign tourists roamed around in couples.
I craved for a cup of coffee, and then a nap right then and there. My emotions floated on the deliriousness of joy. Soon the joy would be replaced by awareness, a heavy consciousness that would drown these emotions from wherein they'd need to be painstakingly rescued and would have to be rendered semblance.
But for now it really didn't matter, all that mattered were my books and a cup of coffee and some cake. I was almost hoping to meet someone familiar, but as fate would have it, I wouldn't have a human companion today.
I met a Husky as I neared the bookstore. She was still a puppy and had big, beautiful green eyes. I am convinced she gave me a little smile when I pet her. She sat down on the ground, as if permitting me to play with her and then after a few licks she stood up, prim and proper, and trodded away in the search of another human to play with.
I walked inside the bookstore with a daunting task ahead of me. I had to pick up a good book with no prior homework. It never boded well with me to read reviews authored by strangers about a book before I read it. For me it tainted the experience of the awe and wonder that reading something new brought with it. I didn't like prejudice to cloud my judgement, especially because, as I see it, everyone makes a different story of the same book and I was determined to make my own original version.
I scrolled through the section that had books from the authors I knew about. Picking up one of those would be a safe bet.
After about 10 minutes of looking around the store and flipping the pages of a few books, I finalised the one I would get for myself. As for the gift, I planned to stick with something familiar as a recommendation.
I walked out feeling quite impressed with myself. Now for some coffee and I would be off.
It was already early evening, the sun was descending and a chilly wind blew across my face, turning it slightly pink and making me realise that I probably should have brought a jacket or a hoodie along. I stuffed my hands into the pockets of my jeans, pinching my books between my arm and my torso and walked towards a cafe.
Meanwhile the sky had began to change its colours, with thin wispy clouds rendering it texture.
For me, this will and always be, the essence of winter at home.








